Tell us about your favorite sexual encounter.

4/13/2014

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Well seeing that I'm a virgin... there is nothing honestly
nothing to tell but I can tell you perhaps one of the most
erotic moments of my life. It started on my birthday, not
one I care to remember and where I had once again broken my
vow of not being a virgin.



Even now I couldn't tell you what possessed me but I
decided to go for a walk in these woods near my old house.
Now it has taken me quite a while to feel comfortable enough
to show my body in front of other people (you should see me
at the pool). Anyway I decided to take my off shirt and some
struck me with the color of it and the dark ground, the leaves
were already falling being September.



I took off my shoes and socks, which is no big deal but just
the feeling of the dirt and the leaves, it quite literally
drove me wild. Last came my underwear and my pants and I just
felt so free, so alive, perhaps even "Primal".
Now of course I was all alone but who knows, naked black guy
in the woods... anyway if only I had been with a pretty girl.
I have repeated it, recorded it but I want to share the experience
with someone.



Not that I haven't said this enough but I have visited
a ... still a virgin I never went in. I have
been to novelty stores and adult theaters as well and while
weird, stimulating, and at times frightening I take them
all as learning experiences.



I learned about massage parlors when I began seeking to
lose my virginity, which begs the question why didn't
I go in? Now I am going to sound like a girl but I wanted MORE;
they say the first time sucks anyway but even if it does,
the idea of what this would mean well... When I visited the
adult theater the experience was both flattering but more
over frightening.



I don't have anything against Homosexuality, I've
even been hit on a few times and the idea of being wanted is
a turn-on. The thing is I know in that theater that wasn't
love, but I watched those guys suck and fuck and it was well,
strange to say the least. As I sat there some of their eyes
wandered to me and I know that look, I just couldn't
believe it.



I haven't been back since, but with the right GIRL...




This has been a fantasy for some time... the scene would
be that I would be pursing in an adult store and then this
girl in a petite summer dress or this blue and white top with
jean shorts would come in asking about The Hunger Games
or Divergent. Of course the adult theater doesn't
play that but I would offer to show her another movie and
we would walk in.



She would be uncomfortable but so was I the first time I went
in, so we sit there just watching but without realizing
it she would begin to play with herself. I would reach over
and start playing with her breasts and I'm sure by now
we would have attracted some attention. She'll get
nervous and so she won't have to look she goes down on
me but do I want to come in her mouth, have her on her knees
and maybe come on her breasts.



If I could be so bold, the idea would be to actually make love
in the theater... I could imagine pounding her from behind
as she holds on to the chair. With people though, I'm
an exhibitionist but I am worried a bit.



Last but not least is my darkest fantasy and that's
to take a woman against her will; yes it would be a scene but
a forced fantasy would be perhaps my greatest sexual encounter.
Maybe it's my need of being wanted, maybe it's
the thought that I was never worry, to be honest it might
just the idea of innocence corrupted.



"I hate purity, I hate goodness! I don't want
virtue to exist anywhere. I want everyone to be corrupt
to the bones." 1984 by George Orwell



So why do I chase angels, and ignore whores, the more kindness,
sweetness, let's say angelic qualities a girl shows
the more I want her as such. This I say would be the dream,
to turn a girl of such innocence and virtue into someone
capable of loving me.



I've already told you: the only way to a woman's
heart is along the path of torment. I know none other as sure."
Marquis de Sade